Hi I am a 25yr old first time mommy.  After 20hrs of labor that ended with a emergency c-section I am a proud mommy to a little boy whom I love very much.  My husband works the grave yard shift and goes to school during the early morning so I am left with my little guy around 17 hours a day.  Being a first time mom this is very hard for me.  We live far from family for another six months while he finishes school.m